Still Waiting

I have not yet heard back from DoorDash. I need to get my account reestablished before I can work again, and I was told to send in the appeal and give them “up to seven working days to reply. Do not send in multiple appeals.” I will be impressed if I do hear from them at all, because you know… That is how things go. Meanwhile, we go broke. This is ridiculous! I am so full of anxiety and so irritated with them and their lackadaisical way of dealing with people who are relying on them to earn their money and feed their family. I am coming up on three weeks of not working simply because I attempted to use the paper copy of my driver’s license that I was issued after my plastic one expired. Getting the plastic one was a two-week process as it was. They did not put any kind of reminder in that I could be suspended or expelled from the app for using a paper copy. They told me after, but hey, that is a lot of good, right?

Okay, I know. I am bitching. I am bitching because their process is unfair, difficult, and uncaring. I was a highly rated driver, 98 out of 100 on my score. I can’t wait to see where this leaves me if and when I am finally re-approved. And of course, there is no real, local person to get ahold of. Just a support center in India.

So, it has been another day off, and I have spent it doing something, right? But what?

Well, Missus taught 4H this morning, so I took my youngest with me to see our younger son and his family. We went to the thrift store together and had a nice little hang out at their house. When all that was done, we came home and I went out to do some cleaning in the yard. Well, by the time I got there, I found the bikes and got them out and filled up their tires and brought them around for the kids. Grandson had come home with us for his fortnightly night over, and I was concerned about helping him to get his head around riding. He still has not mastered it. The yard will be messy tomorrow. The kid will be a day older. I know where my priorities are. So, I got my bike out too when Missus came out and gave hers a test ride. We all had a great time riding around the yard.

We had supper eventually, and now I am tired from the bike riding. First time in a while! So I am sat here moaning at the kids as they play Roadblocks and one of them is stacking firewood in the game but won’t come out and help me to do that in the yard with the REAL firewood! Clearly, they know how! Kids! Useless!

I am probably going to give it till Monday or Tuesday, and if I still have not heard from them, I am going to be on the phone raising hell. Meanwhile, the best thing to do is use this as an opportunity to see if I can get my own businesses going and spend time with my family. It has been a year since I have had time off for anything other than car problems. It is so good to see them all, and spend the time with them. It is hurting financially, but such a better way to spend time. I fancy some peanut butter and graham crackers! Don’t have any, but I fancy them.

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Firewood Stand Up and Running

So, I opened the Firewood Stand for business officially yesterday. Today I got the label maker working after much effort, and finally tonight got a couple of simple instruction labels printed to put on the honor box tomorrow morning. I also added a measuring stick to the front of the stand today so someone can easily compare to it and see what they are getting. I am trying to make it easy and convenient, and a joy to use.

The many scenic views of our firewood stand as seen yesterday when we opened officially. It keeps the wood off the ground, and when I sell enough to reimburse Missus for the honor box, and then get enough, I will get some roofing screws to put the metal on top. That will keep the wood under shelter while it faces south to catch the most sunlight to keep it dry.

I topped it off to 100 pieces today, making the first real fishing expedition for $100. With any luck, we will catch some of these fishes!

As a side note, I have the appeal on my suspended DoorDash account submitted, and am waiting for a reply, which they promise could take a full seven working days, making it possible that they won’t get back till next Wednesday. This is so stupid.

I have the electrical in the shop sorted so I can use the oven to season my cast iron without giving Missus too much trouble breathing. Better to do that away from her!

Still no customers on the photo business. I need to get out there and start talking to people. They are not looking for me at this time.

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Dead Car

Well, we had a good look at the Chevy Cobalt today. It’s hosed. The thing has lost compression and the cost to repair it would be far too high for me to worry about it. The car is not worth the repair. So our son wants it junked, but keep the wheels and the battery, and anything else worth keeping, then take out the parts to return to O’Reily’s, and buy the gaskets needed to fix the Honda. Well, that’s the plan, anyhow.

I also worked on the sign for the wood stand today. I am pretty satisfied with it. Is it perfect? Heck no! But that is what makes it perfect. It’s what I am going to run with as my attention getter. I will burn some instructions and such tomorrow or the next day, depending on how tomorrow’s chores go.

No sign of my Driver’s License yet. Shocker.

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What Is the Meaning of Life Again?

I am in forced time off from working with DoorDash due to my driver’s license having gone expired. We are falling behind on bills as the days go by. It is a painful situation. But I am at home with my wife and kids and working on how to make a living doing other things, which for us is making things on the farm.

I have almost got the roadside firewood stand ready to open. I have the wood for the roof on and the metal ready as soon as I get the roofing screws for it. I have the honor box in place, and I am working on the signage. I know how it is all going to come out, apart from cutting the lettering into the main sign, and burning an instruction sign with the laser. But everything is coming together. I plan on selling loose firewood, rather than packaged, so someone can just load what they need. I want them to go for $1.00 per piece, and they will be bigger than what can be bought at the stores around here and will usually made from poplar. I hope it will generate an income more than it does theft. But there is only one way to find out. Tomorrow or the next day it should be done. Depends on what else is going on around here.

One of the kids is coming down later today to work on the car and visit. He will also be welcome to work on the firewood if we are going into business together on this. It will be good to see him either way. In spite of the legends and lore, we parents actually do like our kids.

I have tried and tried to make a video for YouTube. It is nigh on impossible for me, though. Turns out that in spite of all my fanciful dreams, I may not actually be an actor, or even the person with the talents to be one. I cannot even act normal in front of a camera. I know part of it is to do with a lack of scripting. I am not confident and feel like I am reaching for what to say. So I have to give credit to those on YouTube who are making it work, and making it interesting, and making videos where they are conversing to the camera and thus the audience just as though they were talking to a person next to them. I find that hard.

Missus and I photographed many of the candle products I make yesterday, and she set me up with a place to keep them all ready to ship out. She is going to edit the photos and list the products later today, or tomorrow.

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Here, for example, is an unedited image of my hand dipped birthday candles. Posh! I’d only ever think someone would buy one for their cake and just use that. But of course, they are welcome to buy as many as they need. I’d love to see a little group of three on a small cake if it were me, and larger cakes maybe two groups of three, for example. Ignore the numbering by age and just use a few to do the trick.

I have candles and wax nuggets for tools and sewing applications. I use some wax on the bottom of my hand planes, and I can see why nobody makes corrugated bottomed planes anymore. It’s just not necessary as the wax permits the plane to slide like butter on the wood, making it much easier to work down those high spots and level out the surface. It lasts a bit, too. It is not like I put it on every few strokes, or something. I put it on a couple of times at most while working a board’s surface.

As I understand it, wax can be run onto a thread for sewing applications, and I would imagine threading a needle. I am not experienced in sewing. But I am aware it is an application.

I have done a little work on the table I am making for the entry. The most important piece of it warped after I thought I had it all settled and shaped. I have tried to recover it by cutting it into three pieces and reversing one, then gluing them all back together. I put in tongue and groove to help hold it, but you know, you just can’t reverse a twist out of a board by putting one of the pieces in the opposite direction. The twist comes back the same! But I will have reduced cupping and bowing, so there is that. I may have to counter the twist elsewhere, such as with stout leg stretchers. This is kind of problematic. But I can leave it to settle again in the final location, I suppose, then see if it returns to straight. Then I can put the stretchers in place, and cut the bottoms of the legs to level it. Goodness! This is a fun problem!

Right! It is coming up to 4:30 in the morning. I am tired again and need the little sleep I can grab before it is time to take the kids to school. Try not to think too much, and don’t worry. Things will have to work out somehow! If not, then at least I will have had a bit of time off to refresh, and a bit of time to work on some things I have been behind on. Relax. Sleep.

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Finding Our Feet and Falling Apart

Today I got out and did some work on the wood sales rack and put the straight line to the back, or downward slope of the roof. I also put the honor box on it. I need to make signage still and then fill it up with wood. Then we will be officially open for business. I am working on a large sign to get people to stop.

I also tried to record video for YouTube. I am pretty bad at it still, at this moment. I need to script. That seems to be all there is to it.

Tonight I looked at Facebook to see if there is anything I missed in the replies from my birthday and found out some horrible and personal news that I will not share here. I am so at a loss. I cannot deal with it right now. But it has to be addressed. It has to be addressed.

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Broke and Broker

So, with my DoorDash account suspended, and no money coming in, and my cars too old to use for Uber, I can officially and proudly say that DoorDash is the most monumental pile of ass in existence. It is definitely time for me to see if I can be a better employer. I am terrible at marketing, which I know because nobody knows about my tooty little horn in the photography world. Yet, imagery is my life in my head. It’s where I spend my thoughts when everything else is not workth thinking about anymore. I need to get to work on getting me out there. I am one of those humble, non-self prommoters, though. And I am too cheap to hire a marketer. And broke. I really need to work this out.

I have spent the last two days cleaning up in the woodshop. I mean really cleaning up in there, not just the superficial toss things around from side to side, but getting things out that don’t belong, and fixing some things that needed repairs. Photo business or DoorDashing aside, I want it ready for work over the summer. I will be taking the wood back out that I have up in my den where I have started building a table for behind the front door. I also need to wire up an electrical outlet by the oven I have out there for things like seasoning the cast iron. Time to stop putting that off and get it up and going. I need to build a steam box! I have the steamer. Just need the box.

In addition to all this, I need to build the roof finally for the roadside firewood sales rack. Then I wil fill it and put the honor box on it and see what sells. I have hopes. Not high ones, but hoes, nonetheless. I don’t know. We are so sidelined by our local community that I am always skeptical. There are three people here that do not utterly ignore us. It sure wears on a person when they want to reach out, and when they enjoy people as much as I do, and when they want to be helpful to others like I do. The whole situation is dumb. They are mostly Mormons, and I am not. As far as I know, that’s it. End of story. Whatever.

Alright, moving on. I have plenty of experience down in Logan now. I have been learning about how to make myself a little part of the community there, now. Backstories don’t matter as much there, and I can pass on good humor and especially on being kind and thoughtful of others. I’ll get on that.

Well, it is 5:30 in the morning now. Best get my day started. Things are rough now. Gotts push forward. I have to cut a strip of wood out of the table back skirt and reverse it to counter some twist that appeared in the board. Seems metaphorical, somehow.

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Where Are We Now?

I called DoorDash again today and was sent to a page to update my license, but the page was only for new hires. So that was useless. I called again, and the guy I got today gave me a link to send an appeal in which could maybe do it. He confirmed that my account is suspended. But when I sent in the appeal, I got an e-mail back stating that I have to use a normal license, and that the paper temp I sent is not suitable. But, they also warned me that if I sent in another paper license, they will permanently block my account. Well, that’s nice. I have a Dashing score of 98 out of 100, but you know, trying to get back to work with a state issued ID is basically terminable.

So, anyway, I am on vacation till my newly updated license is here. That could be as long as two weeks. This is not something I need during the current economic situation. Not at all. I got a little ahead last week and was going to do the same this week and ended up in a deeper hole than ever. This is a hell of a job.

So, we are going to post our businesses up online tomorrow and try to get something going on that end. Things are such a mess.

Meanwhile, I went out to the shop today and got to work on cleaning it up. It did not take as much as I thought it was going to for me to get as far as I did. I have a lot to do still, but I can get around in there really well now, and I started burning a lot of the wood scraps and shavings. I have some things that really need to be taken out of there now. I will go at that tomorrow. There are old car batteries, a couple of gas cans, some chains and bindings, and so on that could do with removing. I also need to clean off a couple of side workbenches and make a sharpening station that holds the stones in place all the time. That seems like it would be really handy.

We have our grandson coming over tomorrow. That should be pretty fun. It always is.

Finally, I have a summer farm to put together.

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That Old Day that Keeps Coming Around

Well, today is the day.  Double nickles, as  I said before.  So, here I am.  Halfway way through the fifties.  I hope I am pulling it off with some dignity.  That is the one thing I have always wanted.

So, I had a brake problem with the car that I am borrowing off one of the kids to work in.  It has been making a qsuealing  noise like it wants the brakes changed on the front end.  I picked up the replacements for $45 yesterday, but had to go get the actual brakes after they came in on the truck this morning.  Luckily the car is economical for the extra drive. 

When I was out to get the brakes, I checked the cost of fuel around me, and while the one’s I could see ranged from $3.18 to $3.49, I saw on the app that fuel at the Logan Sam’s Club was at $2.85 per gallon.  You bet I drove down the extra for that!  I put in ten gallons, so it saved me a bit, in the range of as much as $5.00. 

The brake job on the car I am using is interesting because the wheels are too tight for the hubs, and I have to loosen the lugnuts and drive on it like that to get it off the car.  Of course, I only loosen a little bit and go till I hear it loose.  Then I get it up on the jack and get the lugs and wheel off. 

Can I just say the clips that hold the pads in place are such a pain in the ass!  They barely allowed the pads to fit into the seats and it took a lot of work to get them there.  Maybe I am just not expert enough, but it was painful as can be.  I finally won, though, and I cleaned up and put my tools away, then went in to have a coffee and a seat, and I looked at the time and saw I was doing pretty good till I realized I was checking time on a clock that still has not been reset from the time change.  I had ten minutes to get the coffee down and get ready to go get the girls from school. 

Home to relax and eat, then have cake and relax some more, then bed.  And that’s where I am at now. 

Here is a pic of my cake, compliments of Dylan and Whitney, and topped with one of my homemade beeswax candles. 

Okay, I am going to get ready to sleep very soon.  I have a full workweek ahead of me, and I need to do like last week and earn a bit of extra.  Should be okay to do as I am now more confident in the brakes. 

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The Day Before The Day Before

Day after tomorrow is my 55th birthday. Oh boy! I am sure not feeling it. I mean, I know I have been around for a long-ish time, but I don’t feel like I am old in any way, shape, or form. So, there’s that. I mean, I am not like, young. But here I am. Fifty-Five. Unbelievable.

Busy workday today, and the whole week has been as well. I got a little ahead of a normal week, but really not that much. It is disappointing. I did not even make a full extra $200. Of course, some of that was eaten right up by rising gas prices. What an amazing time we live in!

Alright, I have got a workday ahead of me tomorrow. I need to get some rest. This week could do with being another week ahead. I have some brake work to do on the car very soon. I need the extra money, for sure.

I know the posts lately are less creative. I am consumed at the moment, and I am doing creative work, but not so much with my writing. I am seriously looking forward to getting to the next steps on my entry table. Soon, soon.

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Scrap It All

I need $200 a day today and the next two.  There is no lower option if I am to catch up to only just about drowning.  Failing that, I am behind today, tomorrow, next week, and forever.  I hate this, and the depression along with it.  I am fine with being on the social fringes, but an economic outcast?

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