The Ventura House

133 Leighton Drive, Ventura, CA, 93001, about 1994

My great grandparent’s house in Ventura, California was built in 1925 down the block from where it currently stands and was moved up and set up on stilts in the location it is at the corner of Leighton and Cameron. A lot appears to be different these days as the asbestos siding is gone and has been replaced with stucco, and the white picket fence is gone, too. Hooray for the siding, but I am sad it has been replaced with stucco, and I am sure sad about the fence.

My first memory of the house goes back to Easter, when I was six years old, and Cousin Frankie hid some easter eggs around the yard for some of the younger ones to go looking for. I spotted the egg brilliantly hid on the top rail of the fence on the other side of a rose bush. I was too young to know better than to go for it, so I did, and it was quite upsetting. I withdrew from the bush with legs Poka dotted in blood. It is California and I was wearing shorts, so there was nothing to protect me from the damage.

I have lots of memories of that house and the people who lived there. But to sum them up, I will say it is a place where there are smells that I associate with it. Irish Spring soap is the smell I remember from the bathroom. I cannot remember the name of the scent from the freshly washed sheets, but I remember slipping into the bed in the back bedroom when I would stay. I also remember the sound of the voices in the kitchen and breakfast room the next mornings, my great grandparents and Butch and Shirley and my grandparents were a typical sound that morn. Working class people, they were usually talking about their jobs. But topics could vary. There was always laughter. I’d get up and follow the sounds and the scent of bacon cooking on the old gas stove. Back in those days, appliances would get old. It would be bacon and eggs and toast for breakfast, and I would always marvel at my great grandfather, “Slim,” who for some reason liked to cut the white away from his egg yolk, then eat the whole yolk in one bit, leaving no sign of it on his plate. It was at that house that I came to know the taste of buttered toast in the yolk, which is to this day is one of my favorite tastes, with a slight sprinkle of salt and pepper, of course.

I spent a Christmas there, too. I don’t remember it very well, but there are pictures around the house somewhere that show Frankie, my aunt Amy, and my great-grandparents and grandparents there. It was an event that was not repeated in the years to follow, I suspect because my great-grandparents were getting too old to host such events.

My great-grandmother, Amy, had a shopping cart from one of the little local grocery stores, the kind you very seldom see anymore, and she used it to haul her laundry from the back porch where the washer was, out to the line, where she would hang it to dry in the warm California sun.

The garage faced Cameron and was situated behind the house with a little driveway between the garage and the side yard. They kept a travel trailer on that driveway, and we took it camping locally several times, including the beach, and Wheeler Gorge Campground. They also went places further way, like The Fountain of Youth out by the Salton Sea, and up to Gree River, Wyoming, Flaming Gorge, Utah, and of course to Lyman, where one of my great-grandmother’s sisters lived. I was in the bed over the table in that trailer on Rincon one night, looking out in the moonlight the first time I ever saw a wave reflect off a beach wall then return and collide with the next one coming in. It splashed straight up into the air quite away and amazed me. That was the same beach we were on when my great-grandfather gave into my plea’s and let go of me to get hit by a wave, and I discovered in it that it was hollow as I can remember looking up the tube before it crashed in. At that age, I wondered if anyone else in the whole world knew this amazing thing!

Slim died in ’85. His Find-A-Grave link is here:

Merlin Fredrick “Slim” Siedenburg (1907-1985) – Find a Grave Memorial

Great Grandma lived on till ’93:

Amy Eliza Walker Siedenburg (1913-1993) – Find a Grave Memorial

After that, grandma got the house, then sold it around the year 2,000. By then, she and Grandpa Kelsey had divorced. Frankie was dead too. A lot had changed in the family over the years, but that old house was just the same in so many ways. Sometimes it’s the places, not the people who are the steadiest things in our lives.

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A Couple of Things to Note

I was out working today, and it was raining quite a bit, but with broken clouds, and lots of interesting light. But when it broke through enough to see the tops of the mountains over Smithfield, it had snowed up there, making this our first view of snow of the season.

So, yes, it was cold out today. Apparently, 53°F is cold to us these days, if the thermometer of the car can be trusted for accuracy. The range here at the house from today till the low hit just now has been 55.8°F – 42.3°F. Obviously, it has been colder up on the mountain. So, no snow down here, but while I was out, the woodstove got lit, and a fire was burning in it when I came home. Missus got it going on her own. I was worried about if it is burn ready and the pipe clean enough. I really should just get up there and clean it out and get it ready for the year.

I need to get in the shop tomorrow and get the looms built. So, that is going to be the highest priority. But soon after comes the chimney.

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Photo Bum at Work

I have been bumming around with my camera to work on my art these past few days.  Here are some results.

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A Couple of Shots From Logan

These are a couple of shots out of camera that I took in Logan on Sunday. I am pretty happy with them as is. What I really need is to get in and do some more shooting!

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Second to Last Day of Summer Musings

Well. I did get the logs moved over from the saw pile to the firewood pile, ready to be cut down and split. I am supposed to go get more wood tomorrow with one of the boys, and hopefully that will work out. But I still have not got the gear together for gathering. I have not got a lot of time to work on that today if I am going to go into town to do some earning. I have got a fair total running for this week so far, but today is the last day to top it off and top it off I need to. The bank wants more money in it all the time to cover the bills, and to try to get a little bit ahead so I can afford some food. It is a struggle on the method we are on right now, but it will have to do till something better comes along. Living in America is expensive right now.

Our youngest went along to work with me yesterday. It was nice. She will open the doors for me when she can, and we have lots to talk about. I have also learned about some of her frustrations on living with her sister and the mess that exists in her room, and how she cannot get to her bed at night or out in the morning without dealing directly with confronting that mess. Sister has always got excuses but does not just get it done, and that is causing her problems. I observed that neither of them will find their way off their spot in the family area and go to work on it. It sounds like it is getting time for an ultimatum. I hate to have to get involved like that. I’ll be talking to mom about it first, and then she will likely offer it with me looming in the background with a truck, trailer, open window, and directions to the city dump. My mother taught me the value of a snow shovel in house cleaning.

Time with the kids while working is wonderful. I have had both along during the last few days. It is a good time for me to gauge their sanity, listen to what they talk about, what their problems are and how they address them, then offer anything I can. I am happy to say, there is not a lot in the sense that they are levelheaded and largely see the world as it is. That’s important to me. They are both kind and generous people and are not out to hurt others in any way, but will offer themselves when they can, while recognizing that it is not always mutual, and that others are not always right in the head themselves. They are not perfect, as the previous paragraph indicated, but I don’t think I could ask for more. They are both wonderful!

I took a moment out last night before coming home and parked in Center Street and fired off a couple of photos. I will share one of them, but the power of a modern DSLR really showed what it can do these days as I took this photo, which is posted unretouched at all, and uncropped, taken handheld with a telephoto lens. If you grew up on film, you know this as basically impossible. But a quick flip of the ISO which doesn’t muddy up so much, and we get this.

I will say, this is a max – 2MB downsized copy of the original 12MB file, so there is that to consider. It was shot at f/4, 1/800th, ISO 12800, handheld at 70mm. While I was checking the file info, it said this one is down to 811KB. So yeah, I have a much better copy in the camera still. That will be a good file to offer to the printer if required. I am just so glad to see this kind of result that I think I will be back down sometime to do some different crops and shoot more downtown. I also have a much wider-angle lens or two who might have something else to offer. I think the liminal might give more when there are no cars around and such. Time to turn it into art.

The sun is coming along, and I can hear its light from around the corner of the Earth. By the time it peaks, I can see myself sipping a coffee downstairs or lay here asleep again. Either way, I need to prepare to get wood tomorrow before going in to work. We’ll get the kids to school, then go dump out the trailer of his stuff at the local city dump, then drive down to Logan to pick up wood there. There are logistical problems, especially now with the stupid battery charger on the fritz. I am not sure how else I can power the winch that has to be mounted on the back of the truck. Do I put the deep cycle battery into the extra bay in the truck and run jumper cables to it from the truck battery while we drive down there to top it off? I don’t know. I can’t really think of anything else till I can afford a trickle charger or whatnot. The new models look so overly complicated, and like there is so much to break on them. I wonder if I can fix the old one and get it running again?

Oh, tomorrow is when autumn begins! I guess I am just not one of those summer-loving people. Autumn is my season, followed by spring. I love the transitions. Winter and summer get to be too much. But these shoulder seasons are where it is at. It is also so much easier to work in the workshop during the seasons of change. Well, everywhere, really. I will even be putting the wax melter on again in the couple of weeks. Time availability depending, of course.

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Generally Okay News, Though Not All

We went to another market last night. It was not very busy at all. But we did sell some candles and a couple of other things, as well as we got notification just before we went that we sold another hairpin lace loom just before we went. The sun was shining, and the wind was very calm, so it was a perfect evening for it. But there were no crowds there at all. We could not say there were enough people to obscure our curiosity of the booths across from us at all.

The good news is that I spent the evening with Missus in her booth and felt okay with not having to run to town to work to make money enough to get through the week. In fact, in the end I just took all of yesterday off and did a few chores.

I got a bale of hay delivered the evening before last and spent part of yesterday making space for it under the old llama shelter, so I won’t have to mess about with a tarp over it. I also cleaned the llama and goat pen out. There is now a pile just outside of their pen to dispose of, and I may spread that across the other and use that next year to try a pumpkin patch in. There has got to be some good use! Maybe I need to move the back wall to the opposite side of the shelter to accomplish it well.

I also fixed the shower handle yesterday. The new handle I found at the Home Depot fit the stud on the Delta Faucet, but the shroud that covered the bulb drooped down too low and would not allow full movement of the handle to operate the water to full off or on positions. The good news is that the body of the handle is fully metal, and I was able to grind the ends of the shroud down a millimeter or so to allow for that full movement with no effort at all on the diamond arbor. So, that works very well now, thank you.

I also rotated the tires on the car and left the tool in it to retighten the lug nuts down after twenty miles of driving. The tires wear very unevenly on that car with the greatest wear showing itself on the front tires due to the shifting of the weight during hard acceleration, which I have been prone to during my delivery work. I also had that plastic bit on the front right that wore it horribly. So that one is basically bald, and on the back now. I have learned a few things on these tires and really should be saving for a new set now. I cannot feel confident in these for the coming winter.

Finally, I piled the logs from the sawlog pile into the firewood pile so we can at least say we contributed to the requirements this year. Jordan has worked so hard to get everyone ahead. I need to go get some myself, but getting the time to has been beyond difficult. Dylan and I are meant to on Monday, so with any luck, that will make another contribution. Work, work, work!

Okay, now to bury the lead, then cover it in mystery. A good friend revealed she is fighting cancer at the moment. Pile that onto all the other good news of the world right now, and what have you got? A shit-flavored sundae of despair. Still, we keep smiling and eating it.

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YouTube

I want dearly to be friends with YouTube. I have a channel devoted to the farm that I cannot seem to work out because I cannot work out the farm. So, I have just created a person channel to upload anything that is not related to the farm and falls under all of my other personal creative endeavors. It is meant to be pretty random. So it shall be. It has a link to this blog right up at the top. Let’s see if we can generate a little cross traffic. Mind you, there is nothing on the channel as of this posting. But hopefully I will sort that out within the next month or so. So, here is the link:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuzPFnZB7OC_DXBJcwJz59g

The link is not too special at the moment. Just your basic standard little link. But so long as it works! Let’s see what we can generate in the form of content now. Let’s see which channel will take off, too.

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A Little to Talk About

I am listening to the screech owl outside this morning. My fan is off and out of the window, so I can hear him and all the cows mooing on the neighboring farm. The owl must be trying to scope out something to eat because his position has changed a couple of times so far. It’s gone half six in the morning, so the sun is not yet up. Once it is, I plan to be keeping an eye out for a photo, if I can get a good position in relation to the owl. He has tended to stay about after sunrise, so it might play out in my favor. I’d like that.

With the kids back in school and the season beginning to cool, the time of change has started to peek in on us. Working eight-to-ten-hour days, inserting school runs in addition, and having to cut animal feed and deliver that to them, my days are currently too full to get the time to do the things I need to for winter preparations. I have a chimney to clean, and a yard to clear of some debris still, and I would like to get that roof together on the firewood seller. I’d also love to get my woodshed put together, but I am not at all confident in the start I have got to that. It’s something I probably should not worry about as it is boards where there should be beams down along the sill, but they are inch and a half thick and are basically working as a sill on bricks that make up for the remainder of what would be a beam. So, I should just carry one and get the thing put together. You know me. Nothing is ever perfect, so I get hung up. I need the woodshed too dearly to put it off, though! So, I should avail myself of the need and get it done.

The owl has gone quiet. Perhaps that is the end of him for the moment, and I will have to try again tomorrow or the next day. Perhaps I should be working by this time tomorrow or the next day.

Our oldest came by and picked up a load of wood yesterday, by himself, and brought it back to the house. He split the previous load and some of the one from yesterday, and he took a load in his truck bed back up to his place. He is working very hard this year on the scheme, and he is leaving some for us, as well. He is getting more done on the task than I am! I need to get some done, too, even if it is just sorting out what logs out back I am going to saw, and which I will cut into firewood as a sort of emergency contribution. Better still would be to get the truck gassed up and get down there and get a few more logs of my own. He has said it is hard work, and he is sure right! If I could just get the tires fixed on the trailer and haul the tractor down, we could make it a great deal easier to get the wood home, and then deal with it here, where there is water and a break place, and the safety of people around if something should go wrong, and the ability to lift a lot more with a lot less effort. There are lots of tools here, too. It is a far cry from doing such heavy work exposed to the sun where we get the wood. But fixing those two tires will be so expensive! So will not fixing them. I dare not fix one and use the spare, because it would be just my luck, I’d need the spare the moment I did that.

It looks like the hydrangea bush behind my shop is about to bloom for the second time. I have the electric running on the fence now, so it has filled in on the backside where the neighbor’s horses have kept attacking it for food. We may see the healthiest bloom on it yet in the next few days!

I think in the next couple of weeks the girls and I need to take a short expedition on our bikes to go see the progress on the bridge, and if there is any hope that we will be going back to their regular bus stop this winter. I don’t know who the county contracted to build the replacement, but they sure are not in a hurry to get it done. From what I could see in the dark that one night, by the time they were supposed to be finished, then had not yet put in any new concrete. I could see a pile of long rebar laying along the road, long enough to erect new pilings with. But there was certainly no sign of a deck. So, in addition to being unimpressed, I am still stuck taking the kids seven miles away to the next nearest bus stop. It could shorten my day and get me working a little longer if I could just do the one a mile and a half or two away.

By hook or by crook I need to get out in a short bit and cut some grass for these goats and llamas this side of the street, for their health! Is this a chore I want to do? Hell no! I don’t know what a big bale of hay costs, but even if it is only $80, I cannot afford that right now. Our animals have tended to go through about a bale a day on the two-string sized ones. Those are the small ones you see the Amish throwing onto their horsedrawn hay wagons in the videos you watch online. I am on about the really big bales you seldom see a tractor carrying more than two or three of at a time because they are so huge. Specifically, I mean six-string. My tractor can barely lift one! But it can lift it!

The screeching is still quiet. You know that if I go across the street and cut hay without my camera in tow, the owl will come back and fly right over my head again, like it did last week. If nothing else positive, I have learned that life can be a little predictable. Well, I can at least anticipate the kind of stupidity that carries on!

It has been good to sit and write a little. I have been missing this lately! Too bad I cannot get paid for this! Ta for now!

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Just A Bit

I am taking tomorrow off because we have a market in the afternoon and evening, and because the morning will likely not be a good time in town. The market is by invitation, so we could not really say no to it. It is up at Maple Grove, so a unique place to go to one.

So, Logan will likely be horrible for DoorDashing tomorrow while a funeral takes place for a fallen officer, killed along with another in Tremonton, Utah, by a man who was caught and has appeared before a judge, according to my wife who read news about it, in tears. Too late for that shit, I said. He may not have meant for it, but it has happened, and he was lucky they took him alive at all, let’s be honest. He killed two cops and injured another and a K9 in Utah. I think it is fair to say he is dead walking. Meanwhile, Logan has police in it from all over right now. I have seen Wyoming, St. George, Boise, Kanab, Salt Lake City, and other cars around. There were preparations going on around town. Knowing how these things go, I am sure there will be quite a procession in honor of the officer, as there should be, and I cannot see myself fighting to get back and forth across it and catching contract violations for being late, over a fallen officer. I’d rather not try and let the motorcade have its respect.

I will be working on Monday instead to make up for it.

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Got The Part

I went out this morning and got the part down in South Logan O’Rielly’s. It was a pricey little bugger, but when I get the parts of the old one turned in, I get $50 back on it. I had a bad night’s sleep last night, exactly as my wife described her night before. I felt pretty low al day, but still got the part in and working properly, and was able to go out and work for a while. It was around 5:30PM that I decided I just could not take it anymore and came home. I need to rest for the airport run tomorrow.

So that’s where we are at. The car is running, and I can earn money again, and I got it done in time for the airport run tomorrow. Off to sleep here soon.

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